DAMMIT

I wasn't trying to start a problem or cause old wounds to be opened. That wasn't my intention. I really thought I was posting and innocent comment. I had no idea it would blow up into something so ugly. I am really sorry. I can't say how I found you but both your theories were wrong. Again, I apologize.

Precocious Pachyderms

Today it's raining. I think I will put on some comfy clothes, bring out my pillow and fluffy blanket and put in a dvd. I have one here that I haven't watched or even opened yet. Must have junk food too. It's just one of those days.

I got an e-mail from someone here today. It was very sweet and she wrote something that really made me smile.

"Friends are the family you choose."

Thanks Miranth, I need to remember that more often.

Fluffernutter Sandwich

Today, I am protecting my emotional well- being like thousands of ants protecting their queen. And sometimes when it rains, it washes away the demons and they float down into the sewer of my soul. There is always that one pot hole, coming ajar. Letting them come back to tear me open.

p.s. I am my own worst enemy

Emotional Funeral

I want to start off by saying it's been six months since I have talked to anyone in my family. I just can't stomach it anymore. Every day their BS and harsh criticism crawls back up my throat and I have to keep swallowing harder. I'm tired. Drained. I can now finally be me, be at peace, and love who I am.

Optimistic

Yes, this is the song from the Dell commercial. I just think it's really sweet, even though I am more like a pitch black rainbow with shards of glass sticking out of it.

Colors by Kira Willey

I am green today
I chirp with joy like a cricket song.
I am gray today
Gloomy and down like a morning fog.
I am orange today
Loud and messy like finger paint on the wall.
I am red today
Hopping mad like a playground ball.
I am black today
Strong and tall like a great big bear.
I am purple today
Bright and happy like a butterfly in the air.

I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world.
I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world.
I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world are in me.

I am yellow today
I shine my light out like the sun.
I am white today
Soft and quiet like new snow.
I am blue today
Calm as glass and cool like the sea.

I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world.
I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world.
I'm a rainbow today
All the colors of the world are in me.
All the colors of the world are in me.